
Had an open house today at my studio. The world feels new today. A move in the direction I want to go has done wonders for my mood about my world. I have been finishing a construction project and I am finally done, I can breathe now. I set up for my open house this morning in my Tower Grove studio, I had good conversations with people who came to look at my work, friends came by and hung out for a while and I sold a few pots. I am inspired to make plans and follow them, to shift my life. There are still obstacles, I have a lot to do but I feel like I can today. I have had some days recently where I am drowning in a feeling of hopelessness but I think that feeling is coming from outside of me. I must push out my opposition and surround myself with environments and people who harmonize with my vision of my life. I tiptoe through a field of sleeping demons, I hope they don't read my blog, at least not until I am at a place of safety.